I'll never let the two of us be friends..

Tonight's going to be so long.
Eurgh.


I'm losing touch with everyone.
Nice.






Does that hurt?

SHOUT AT ME.

http://www.formspring.me/shaunieeee

Lover please, do not, fall to your knee's..

Oh okay, remember it this time?
I really think we should sit down and talk for hours.
Like tomorrow or something.
Fuck.


My back feels like it's about to break and my belly feels as though it's about to rip open.
I really hate the kind of pain you can do nothing about.
Seeing as I can't swallow those godforsaken-pain-removing-tablets.
:'/

Wanna' hear something exciting? Amazing perhaps?
I GOT A READING TICKET.
Fuuuuuuu-
That's just made summer even more gorgeous.
And even more far away.

Butttt, in the mean time, I have Emarosa to look forward to. And Southend with this lot. And the touring England. And whatever else happens to jump in my path.
:)


I have no clue as to where my mood is leading me.
Haha.
I don't know whether to just enjoy this, or just let the one thing that has managed to piss me off completely, kill my buzz.
I'll take a bet on the first one.
:))

G'night loverss x

It's not, like I believe in ever-lasting love.

Lust is a mother fucker.

THAT THROWS ME TO THE GROUND.

I really wish today was a nice day.
Nnnn.

I guess she can keep me content for now.

oh.

along with the terribly painful wait for Reading tickets.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.

please.

I have to go get ready now.

loveee.

old time grudges will die so slowly

i love being in a crap mood.
i love thinking things will only get crappier.
love it.



and these random, quick crying sessions are bullshit.
i want to eat cakes,drink southerncomfo,smoke loads,dance stupidly,cuddle,laugh a hell of a lot at stupid things,smile sillyly,take the piss out of everyone,get angry all over again,sit in a park til 4 in the morning,take loadsssss of pictures with a camera i do not have,tell him how much i can't stand him lately+how he's just suddenly pissed me off.
scream my fucking opinions at everyone.

i'm really not looking forward to anything this week.





i know you miss the way i saw you..

I keep a close watch on this heart of mine.

I keep my eyes wide open all the time.

Screaming, I'll tear out, I'll tear out, I'll tear out your hearttttt..

I was grinning stupidly along to this song.








I think I'm going to use it as my ringtone. Again. For like another four months.

Good timesssssssss.




And that's it.
lovelovelove.





I promise to leave my weapons left by the bedside.